Bricks of shit

As per the "urban dictionary.com" ,


Shitting bricks - to be extremely scared or frightened


Shit bricks - something that occurs when you are very startled, which involved bricks being shattered
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These meanings of words are given to understand the title of the prose / poem fusion written below.

This is also as per my earlier work an analysis on my personal internal mental struggles during my depression era in (2011-2013).

This prose-poem fusion is used to express how time and fear occurs during a period of depression in a boy's life which is depicted in this writing.

Open for criticism.

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It's time and my mind.....

Both taking turns on hitting me......

I wished all the days ended so I could sleep all night and all day........

It's very long and hard these days......

Strong and dangerous.......

Deeply killing me to the core.........

Every word I write, everything I see, every little aspect of my movements of my existense is a part of something I never wanted from myself.........

Fear, anxiety, horror, terror, haze, madness, death, fire, anger, death, loneliness, Murder, hate and so on........................

It was shit bricks.

Thanks.

References

Website

·         Website name: Urban Dictionary.com (2007). Page title: Top definition – Shit bricks. Available at: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=shitting%20bricks (Accessed date : 5/13/2017)

·         Website name: Urban Dictionary.com (2005). Page title: Top definition – Shitting bricks. Available at: http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=shit%20bricks (Accessed date : 5/13/2017)

Images

·         Title: Does fear help us appreciate abstract art? (2017). Format: (Jpg.). Available at : http://bigthink.com/Picture-This/does-fear-help-us-appreciate-abstract-art (Accessed date : 5/13/2017)